It is possible for you to care for something or someone so much that the truth doesn't matter. You can handle anything that comes along, you are blindingly happy and blissfully unaware. But there will come a time that you will wake up and realize that you can't handle things anymore. That one day you find out that everything is just too painful and confusing. That the only solution is for you not to care. To step back and take stock of things. View things from another perspective. Sometimes all you can do to survive is to leave everything. Leave and live another life.
There are people who will always try to manipulate you. Manipulate you into becoming someone you're not or into someone you don't want to be anymore. They may have the best of intentions but still who knows what's best for you? Some people are blinded by their love and concern for you that telling them the truth doesn't matter. They don't hear what you are saying, they don't see what you are doing, they don't know what you are going through. The world is full of people with good intentions... but sometimes that is not enough. They may not even realize that they are manipulative and that they are hurting the people they love and care for. What do you do when the people you love are manipulative? Maybe its time to get away, get a new perspective in life... I don't know...
What do you do when you think your slowly going crazy and you can't tell anyone?... Blame it on hormones! Ahahaha!
floating in life…waiting, hoping for life to start…then finally life happens…now not knowing what to do with it…waiting, hoping to do the right thing…or then again, is this life?
To live different lives…do that for such a long time that you start to lose yourself…not knowing who you are…and then understanding…different lives becomes one…freedom…then something happens…and now back to living different lives…harder…lonelier…hoping I won’t lose myself…
End of Chapter
A chapter of my life has ended this year, that of being a student. My life as a student inside a school has ended. I have passed all the subjects required of me. I am an average student with no honors or distinctions but I have learned a lot. I now have two degrees, something most people don't have.
As in most cases when a chapter ends there is a new beginning. I may have graduated but I know that I'm still a student. A student in the biggest school in the world. A student of the real world. A student of life. A course where you are on your own. Where cheating doesn't help one bit. Where nobody can tell you what your next move should be. Where the subjects are ten times harder and some lessons are painful. Where everyone is scrambling just to pass.
But amidst all the pain and confusion in this course you can find happiness and contentment. You can find hope. Because occasionally someone will lend you a helping hand to ease your way. Someone will say an encouraging word or two to soothe your pain. And if your extremely lucky someone will be there at the right time and at the right place and you will find love.
As I go through this course it is my fervent hope that I will pass all the subjects. I wish that I will find those people who will help me through life. That at the end of everything I may stand tall and proud knowing that I passed the course this time with flying colors.
Saan nagdaan ang panahon? Nilibot ko ang aking paningin at puro mas bata na ang aking mga kasama. Nasaan na ang mga kabatch ko? Habang ang mga kabatch ko ay abalang-abala sa pamomroblema kung paano babayaran ang mga iba’t-ibang gastusin, ako ay naglalakwatsa. Marahil maiisip mo na ang swerte ko dahil hindi ko pinoproblema ang pambayad sa kuryente, tubig, cable, telepono etc…ngunit hindi yun ang pakiramdam ko.
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